When the glitter fades...

So, most are wondering where the hell I have been..what the hell happened? So back in December 2018 I jumped in with both feet into what I knew ws uncharted water..actually it turned out to be a swamp, but those details are for a later blog. Anxiety is always high when being introduced to a new environment. Particularly when the previous environment has served me so well for 58.833333 years. We always want to believe we can go back to our original dream, even when we hear Thomas Wolfe shouting in our one good ear--YOU CAN NEVER GO HOME AGAIN. It's not that home is suddenly unreachable or has some how been taken from existence, rather it seems Thomas Wolfe knew that once we gain knowledge that is outside our current home, it changes our home and it is no longer recognizable as the home we left, even though it was only a few minutes, hours or even days--HOME WILL HAVE FOREVER CHANGED for those who step beyond the boundaries, aka confines, of the comfort zone. How home changes is what really creates a chasm in one's psyche.